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Wednesday, October 31, 2018

Halloween Greeting From Micah

Check out this stop-animation Halloween greeting Micah made entirely on PowerPoint.
It took him about 18 hours and 491 slides!!
He illustrated and designed every object and image on the screen by grouping together small geometrical shapes. It's absolutely amazing!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZopF2EzEwxU&feature=youtu.be


Random Memories

Each night before bed, when we gather for family prayer, we go around the room each taking a turn saying one or two things they were grateful for in that day.  It fits with our family mission statement to "recognize and cherish the tender mercies of the Lord through daily expressions of gratitude".

Sometimes these expressions of gratitude stir up a fun memory or spark an off-topic discussion (sometimes serious and sometimes humorous) but our time together before family prayer usually ends up lasting to around 45 minutes when it's really only supposed to take 10 minutes. Joseph and I love the extra time we get to spend just chatting as a family.

Last night was one of those nights where we each shared something we were grateful for that day.... with some random memories thrown in.

Chandler mentioned something one of his friend's did that made him laugh... somehow through the numerous responses of the other kids, I had this image flash in my mind of a hilarious face Chandler used to pull when he was six or seven.

When he was little, Chandler used to be obsessed with Thomas the Tank Engine. He loved watching that creepy-face train show all the time. He always built train tracks that stretched across the kitchen floor, down the hall, and sprawled throughout his entire bedroom floor. As his young mind observed the various characters of Thomas the Tank Engine, his amazing photographic memory would scan every expression the trains made and he could mimic them perfectly!!

The best expression was James, the red engine's, angry face.

I remember the first time I recognized Chandler mimicking angry James. I had asked him to clean up something or finish something he stubbornly did not want to do. After a few threats of losing privileges and not backing down from my request, Chandler conceded... but not without giving me the angry James glare -  just as the little red train did. I was impressed!

He used that face on me so many times, perfect exact imitation (the brow, the frown, the wrinkled nose, even his dark brown eyes rolled from side to side - puppet like). But of course, I could never show that I was impressed with such an exact impersonation, I had to stand firm and solemn in my orders when he pushed back or he would jump right through that loop-hole - but inside, I was dying laughing. It was absolutely hilarious!

Last night, the other kids wanted to see the face I was talking about. I showed them a picture and we all had a good laugh - even Chandler did too.


Wait for it....



Angry James face...





Thursday, October 25, 2018

Korihor's Tactics

We've been reading in Alma 30 as a family and these are some of the notes we've taken. We just quickly type our own thoughts and whatever the kids say after everyone has read. These aren't scholarly commentaries by any stretch of the imagination but I'm so glad for this pattern of scripture study we have been doing for quite some time now.  It teaches the kids to think about and record the things they are learning from the scriptures.

As for this particular chapter in the Book of Mormon,  I can't think of a better place in the scriptures that describes so well the philosophies of those who fight against Christianity today:


10-22-2018  Alma  30:1-17

Chandler: Verse 6. I think the only reason this guy was effective is because he was able to teach from inside the city. If he’s just outside the city and yelling he could just be considered annoying. But because he was inside he had a more ready audience.

Miriam: I like that they didn’t have a law against anyone’s beliefs. I can see how that could be a problem when someone comes in and tries to tear down another’s beliefs.

Micah: I like when it says that they didn't’ have any laws against someone’s belief.
Dad: How is that compared to today?

Kaylee: Is the rest of this just that anti-Christ talking? Why do they call him the anti-Christ?
Dad: Yes. It is Korihor.

Mom: The tactics and teachings of the anti-Christ really haven’t changed much. Especially as Korihor is saying that he knows nothing can be known. So sure than no one can be sure about anything. Their view of prophets is always one where they accuse them of trying to control the people, when in fact, control over others is actually the anti-Christ motive.

Dad: Each of us should ask ourselves each and every day: Who will I serve this day? There are lots of false gods we can worship, including ourselves, our fleshy appetites, our anger and hatred, our riches, etc. There is only one true God that we can worship that has the power to save His creations, our Eternal Father. Who will we serve this day? It is given to us to choose.


10-23-2018  Alma  30:18-29

Chandler: I liked verse 25. He basically throws it in Korihor’s face. He was trying to pin it on the people that they were guilty because of their ancestors. Alma corrects them that no child is guilty because of their parents.

Miriam: Verse 29. I like how after Korihor went on and on about what he was teaching, the chief judge of the land didn’t even respond. He didn’t even make a snide remark or anything.

Micah: I guess I kind of also like how they didn’t say anything in response to Korihor.

Kaylee: ….

Mom: It’s so important that we live by the Spirit as the people of Ammon did. When the Anti-Christ came, they recognized his tactics right away and would not listen to him. This is a really good example of what President Oaks warned about in this last conference, “ We should not consider secular prominence or authority as qualified sources of truth. We should be cautious about relying on information or advice offered by entertainment stars, prominent athletes, or anonymous internet sources. Expertise in one field should not be taken as expertise on truth in other subjects.

We should also be cautious about the motivation of the one who provides information. That is why the scriptures warn us against priestcraft (see 2 Nephi 26:29). If the source is anonymous or unknown, the information may also be suspect.

Our personal decisions should be based on information from sources that are qualified on the subject and free from selfish motivations.”

Dad: I think his arguments here are so very flawed like many of the arguments that we hear in today’s world as they relate to God and religion and moral principles. Korihor claims that there is no God in verse 28. But when he’s cornered by Alma, he changes his tone and says that he doesn’t deny that there is a God, he just doesn’t believe it (48). That is a fair bit different than what he had said previously. He then starts making claims and accusations about what someone else knows, namely Alma. He tells Alma that he doesn’t actually know there is a God. Really?! You know better than I do what I know? And then, he resorts to the very thing that those who oppose God’s work always resort to - show me a sign. Prove it, in other words. As we read about the anti-Christs in the Book of Mormon, you can learn a lot about the philosophies that would lead these people to destruction and that will have the same effect on us in our day. I like the response of the high priest in Gideon. They don’t say anything. And sometimes silence is the appropriate response. Seek the Spirit and the Spirit will tell you what you need to say at the right time. That is a promise of the Lord.


10-24-2018  Alma  30:30-45

Chandler: Verse 45 is interesting. Korihor is your perfect leftist. He’s too lazy to do any research whatsoever and he know he’s been beaten in a debate, so he resorts to “show me a sign.”

Miriam: Korihor is just railing Alma accusing them of glutting themselves on the works of the people. Alma responds that he hasn’t even received a little bit of money. Alma’s not doing anything for riches or popularity. He’s doing it because he genuinely cares about the people.

Micah: I thought it was really weird that Korihor wanted more signs even when he had had so many signs already.

Kaylee: It was like he was ignoring everything he was saying and when he told him he would only believe him if he had a sign. Alma told him that the Lord had already given Korhior a sign.
        Mom: What were those signs? Look at the last half of 44.
        Kaylee: Prophets, scriptures, the earth, the planets moving


Mom: Korihor’s object was to convince the people that there was no God so that he and his followers could lift up their heads in wickedness, so as to remove all accountability and promote moral relativism. If he could convince the people that the prophets  had selfish motives by teaching moral laws, he could exalt himself in the process - thus flipping everything on its head - that which is good, morality and belief in God, (the people will begin to view as bad) and that which is truly evil (the people will begin to view as good).

Dad: Verse 42 exposes the reality of where Korihor is coming from. We learn later that he actually knew what he was telling the people was contrary to the commandments of God, but because they were pleasing to the carnal mind, he was willing to teach them. But he knew all along that he was lying. He had made a choice. He chose to put of the Spirit of God in favor of the lying spirit that had possessed him. We come up against these kinds of choices each day, for the most part. To which spirit will we give heed? King Benjamin taught that we should put off the natural man and yield to the enticings of the Holy Spirit. If Korihor had been willing to do this, he might actually have been able to do a great deal of good among the people.


10-25-2018  Alma  30:46-55

Chandler: Verse 55. Korihor begs Alma to let the curse off of him. Alma says he has reason to believe that he will begin deceiving the people again so he says it will be God’s call. Basically, he just tells him he’s asking the wrong person. Ask God because He knows your heart better than I do.

Miriam: In verse 46 Alma said he’s sad that Korihor is bringing his destruction upon himself, but he says it is better that one man should perish than a whole lot of people. They had to do that a couple of times, like with Laban.

Micah: I kind of liked how he uh curses Korihor in the name of God. I think he can’t really do it without naming God. Nobody can really do something like that unless they believe in God.

Kaylee: Verse 53. I thought it was interesting that what had happened and that even after that he still believes it even though he knew it was the devil who had tricked him. What I would have done is if I had figured out it was the devil I would stop teaching those things to the people.

60 - I like how he tells us the devil will not support his children but will drag them down to hell. God will support His children even when they are struggling. And He won’t drag them down to hell but will bring them up to heaven.


Mom: Korihor says in 48, “I do not deny the existence of a God, but I do not believe that there is a God.” But go back and read verse 28 where he accuses Alma and his brethren are getting the people to believe in “some unknown being who they say is God- a being who never has been seen or known, who never was nor will ever be.” This is the example of the contrary conversations of a total liar.  I pray that we can have the Spirit with us to discern when people are lying to us, especially about our religious beliefs.

Dad: I think it is interesting to watch how Korihor fell into his own trap. It is always the same. Jesus taught that the truth shall make you free and we can see that here as an example. We can also see it all over the place in today’s society. People are falling into their own traps and lies. Nephi prophesied that the great and abominable church of the devil would dig a pit for true believers but they would fill it themselves. And thus it is and thus we can see it.

Friday, October 5, 2018

Looking Up

I don't recall ever seeing it at this magnitude before. Maybe it's because word travels more quickly these days through news or social media. It just seems there are so many openly criticizing the church or just flat out leaving it, more hecklers who make their way into our conference meetings, more mocking, pointing fingers, and opposing voices at Christians in general.

I feel like our nation, our cities, our schools, even our homes and families are more polarized, more divided than ever before. I must admit that in today's world, it takes me a little more energy to avoid discouragement. I thirst more for the things of the Spirit, for truth, for heaven, the things that will enlighten and lift my soul, not drag me down and rob me of my hope or cripple my faith.

Joseph and I took the opportunity yesterday to attend the Temple in preparation to listen to the words of the Prophets and Apostles this weekend. I cannot express enough how much I am looking forward  to General Conference tomorrow and Sunday.

Even if everyone I knew, everyone who is close to me in my life were to fall away from the Church, to lose their faith, I could never abandon the truths that have become engraved upon my heart and soul. I have a testimony of this great and marvelous work that has been restored through the Prophet Joseph Smith. I am not ashamed of it. I know that God has called prophets on the earth today, to guide and direct us, to lead us in truth, to keep us from destructive paths, and to bring us to our Savior, Jesus Christ. My heart is forever grateful for the scriptures, for the power of daily personal prayer, for covenants made in the Temple, for fellowship among the saints, for eternal truths of family, of identity, and the worth of every soul in the sight of God. I love this gospel! I choose to keep looking up!

The Cost—and Blessings—of Discipleship

Thursday, October 4, 2018

September 2018

We started the month off with a couple of simple little family hikes: 
The Grotto and Battle Creek Falls

(I've heard that The Grotto has been burned by the fires a few weeks ago. I'm not sure if it is true, but if it is, that's very sad. It's such a beautiful little hike for the children. I'm glad we went when we did.)

Millie, Kaylee, and Leah (Kaylee's best friend)
Leah, Kaylee, Millie, and Dad (in the background)

Miriam and Emma Spencer (best friends)
*sigh*.... Oh Micah...
Why do you make that poopy face
when I take your picture?
I found a "SUPER" cool rock on one of our hikes
.. and kept it. :)











Amillia had been having some behavioral struggles, acting out from anxiety and anger. After the other kids were getting a little worn out from her tantrums, we decided to have a family meeting explaining to our other kids that she wasn't intentionally trying to behave poorly. We explained how she needs to be reassured as often as possible, over and over again that she is loved. Most of her major tantrums come from a place of deep insecurity and fear of rejection.

That same evening after everyone had gone to bed, I noticed Micah's bedroom light was still on and could hear paper rustling.  I tapped on his door and peeked in to find him writing a card and wrapping a present for Millie (his favorite Sonic Screwdriver).

As soon as she woke up the next morning, Micah surprised her with the present. She loved it and kept the toy and card with her everywhere she went that day, even on our little bike-ride. 😍





The girls enjoying one last swim in Sept.









Piper (our bonus child for most of the week)



Taking Kaylee and Amillia out for some fun
to give them a chance to bond a little more.





The first week into September, my dad called to tell me that we almost lost my sister again. She had been admitted to a rehab unit in Bountiful. Her husband had become life-threatening in his drunk tirades and they both hit "rock bottom".  

It was a tight security unit under 24hour surveillance with only two hour visiting windows each day. I drove up to Bountiful a couple of times during her treatment to be with her. They were emotional visits, ones where I was begging for her to trust the doctors and be receptive to the help they were trying to give her. We hugged, cried, prayed together, and shared memories.

 Miraculous things happened while she was there! Her wonderful Bishop and Ward Mission Leader, drove all the way from Sandy on two different occasions; the first time just as a visit, and second time to give her a blessing (an amazing blessing where Amy and the Bishop both could feel the presence of our Mom). 

When Amy was released from the rehab unit, there was a noticeable change in her, a real desire to get out of her abusive relationship, to have a greater confidence in herself, and trust in God. One of the first things she wanted to do was have a family birthday party for her son, Brayden, (whose birthday she missed while in the hospital). 

The whole evening I was amazed! I hadn't seen my sister that happy for years! She was radiant, full of life, and carried by hope. At one point in the evening, I turned to my niece and said, "Wow, isn't this wonderful!" 
She replied, "Yes, I'm taking all the pictures and video I can to remember this day. I hope she keeps going this direction." 
"I do too," I said.

Alexa has been an amazing support, an incredible daughter to Amy. What a strong girl she has been through everything! I'm so proud of her!




Alexa trying to teach Connor "The Floss" in my parent's kitchen.
No matter how he tried, he couldn't get it right.
 I could not stop laughing and nearly peed my pants.🤣




These next series of photos crack me up.
Pay close attention to Chandler..

His expression doesn't change one bit in every shot. 
He only moves his arm just sightly and slowly enough to torment his sister. 
So subtle... oh so subtle... but I saw it. 
Mom sees everything!





There's a moonlight ski-lift ride up in Sundance every year. Joseph and I have gone before as a date but this time, we decided to take the whole family.


The kids "somewhat" posing for a picture in the parking lot, 
waiting for the shuttle.



This is just a bench along the pathway to the lodge. Chandler had left the ticket line and sat there, not moving -like a statue permanently fixed to the bench. The other kids took a moment to pose next to him for a quick pic. He didn't budge at all, didn't move an inch... his form of protest against family photos.🤣




Miriam, Millie, and Micah
Chandler


Me, Kaylee, and Dad rode together.

Why not try a goofy selfie while we're at it... Dad wins.

....But moonlight tram rides are for making out, aren't they??

 So despite our middle passenger, Joseph and I also tried some passionate kissing for fun... 

Doesn't get anymore romantic than this!

Kaylee's reaction.


 Enough said.





Monday, October 1, 2018

On My Heart

Tonight, it was an old day planner. I don't know why I even have it. It was my mom's from two years ago. Other times, it might be something like a song, a dinner she used to make, or a piece of her old jewelry in my little girl's dress-up tote, simple things that stir up memories of her, and make me miss her.

It's still sometimes completely unreal to me, the fact that I won't ever see her again in my mortal life, that our next reunion won't be until heaven. It seems so far. On the 12th, it will be exactly seven months since she passed away. It blows my mind how fast these months have flown by. So much has happened.

Sometimes, like tonight when I'm alone in bed, I just lay there and talk quietly to the ceiling above me, imagining her in my room. I always think it's interesting that the things I say to her sound so much like my prayers to my Father in Heaven. I'm sure she hears me just like He does. I don't know how but I just feel that she does.

Writing this out has helped, even if I really didn't say much. I have a great deal on my heart. I'm not sad. I just miss her and wish I would have told her more how amazing she was. She was one of the purest souls to ever live, who genuinely loved others with a sincere Christlike love. I'm so grateful for her!

I love you mom!